so hows everyone doin???????
still feeling the same way, things getting better or worse.
i am really confused.
feels liek sometimes i take 2 steps in north then suddenly feel like goin east , then after a while go west.
so like feel that this way life will just slip outta hands,
but anyways it does.
so is it worth stop moving altogether and just under the tree.
but have to earn and stuff also. requires some courage i guess.
still feeling the same way, things getting better or worse.
i am really confused.
feels liek sometimes i take 2 steps in north then suddenly feel like goin east , then after a while go west.
so like feel that this way life will just slip outta hands,
but anyways it does.
so is it worth stop moving altogether and just under the tree.
but have to earn and stuff also. requires some courage i guess.
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Re: its been long
Fri, May 6, 2005 - 5:31 AMHey, mite t, good to hear from you. There's not been much activity here for quite awhile. Everyone's busy I guess.
I'm still doing great, but have been really busy. I have a lot to do when the weather is nice.
I feel like you most of the time only I call it "going in circles". I have to stop a lot of the time and "regroup". It's hard to do because I always feel guilty, when I stop, that there's other stuff I could be doing. But I guess that's pretty much the norm for everyone nowdays. -
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Re: its been long
Fri, May 6, 2005 - 6:47 AMyeah, work's been keeping me busy... I wait for the weekends then want to do fun stuff...
gotta do some drumming this weekend!!!
if the weather holds up... -
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Re: its been long
Mon, June 27, 2005 - 1:11 AMAlways awkward AND quiet? not the best combination of qualities for an online forum... = )
Yeah, things up-n-down, the perpetual social yo-yo. meeting lots of new interesting people, but not really clicking with many, choosing a bit more cautiously my path, i guesss. work and school keeping the mind and the body busy, the spirit i treat to days off in the sunshine and nature. i'm not awkward at all out in the wild, its just this concrete jungle i can't get used to = )
hope everyone here is well
in love and light
leon
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Re: its been long
Wed, June 29, 2005 - 5:50 PMThanks for asking. I have been dealing with numerous personal crises, including health issues, long-term unemployment, financial concerns, an aching tooth that needs a root canal (which I cannot afford at the moment), and the potential loss of my daughters to a woman whom my ex has been dating for a month.
But my therapist tells me that I look good and my doctor tells me that I sound good. I hide it well. -
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Re: its been long
Thu, June 30, 2005 - 2:05 AMsounds pretty terrible and i wouldn't know how to deal with it,
therapist is just trying to make u feel good which wouldn't help at all,
maybe u should just vent out your anger, frustation , misery in a close room, shout, cry , scream , go completely mad , till u feel exhausted and silent,
and remember that nothing is ever permanent in this world,
everythign comes and goes,
so i am sure this too will go away and the sun will shine soon on u. -
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Unsu...
Pandora's Box
Sat, July 2, 2005 - 3:45 AMThank you for your kind words and thoughtfulness. I actually *do* hide it quite well, thanks to years of practice of giving the polite answer rather than the honest answer when people ask, "How are you?"
To you I gave the honest answer.
I have been venting to my e-mail friends (copy and paste has been a real help!) and in my journals. I have found this to be extremely cathartic, as there eventually comes a point when I can't tell the same damn story one more time.
One very good thing about what I'm going through is that I have found out who my friends *really* are. I ask no more of them than to listen, but I have quickly learned to whom I should give...only the polite answer.
Denise
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Re: its been long
Thu, June 30, 2005 - 8:23 AMDenise... *hugs*
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